Running With Scissors.

One year ago from today, my life started to change.

"Because I can lose what I have, I am necessarily constantly worried that I shall lose what I have. I am afraid of thieves, of economic changes, of revolutions, of sickness, of death, and I am afraid of love, of freedom, of growth, of change, of the unknown. Thus I am continuously worried, suffering from a chronic hypochondriasis, with regard not only to loss of health but to any other loss of what I have; I become defensive, hard, suspicious, lonely, driven by the need to have more in order to be better protected."

— Erich Fromm

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1 year and 130 pounds ago.

I don’t even care that I’m not at my goal weight yet! 

I’ve never bought a two-piece, and even though I don’t have the courage to wear it in public yet, I’m gonna wear that little thing around the house until I get the balls to rock it at the pool:) 

I checked my BMI today. I know some people say you can’t go off of that number, but according to those charts I’m still overweight. Seriously??? I can’t win.